i love you.

being strong is the only opition i have now.

Everything Changed.

I want things back to the way they used to be.

So Doneeee.

obviously, im wasting my time on you. its easy to see that you dont care anymore, that you dont love me like you "said" you did. but what really sucks the most is when i actually meant all the stuff i said to you, but it looks like you didnt. i just want you to prove me wrong, prove me wrong that im not being stupid for still loving you, that im not just wasting my fucking time on something that is never going to happen. make a god damn effort too keep me in your life.

YAY, MORE QUESTIONS.

TEN HOW’S:

How did you get one of your scars?
hipp surgery.

How did you celebrate your last birthday?
with my best friends.

How are you feeling at this moment?
really upset.

How did your night go last night?
great.

How did you do in high school?
goood!

How did you get the shirt you’re wearing?
wesley. no comment. haha.

How often do you see ur best friend?
all the time. <3

How much money did you spend last month?
not too much.

How old do you want to be when you get married?
24.

How old will you be at your next birthday?
16. :)

NINE WHAT’S:

Your mothers name?
Joyce.

What did you do last weekend?
hung out with the people that mean the most to me.

What is the most important part of your life?
friends. <333

What would you rather be doing?
running.

What did you last cry over?
a boyyyy.

What always makes you feel better when you’re upset?
venting, running, tweeting, soccer, drinking, crying, friends.

What’s the most important thing you look for in a significant other?
how they treat my friends and me.

What are you worried about?
that things will never be the same with him.

What did you have for breakfast?
dont eat breakfast.


EIGHT HAVE YOU’S:

Have you ever liked someone who had a girlfriend/boyfriend?
hasnt everyone?

Have you ever had your heartbroken?
more than you even know.

Have you ever been out of the country?
noppe.

Have you ever done something outrageously dumb?
all day, everyday.

Have you ever been back stabbed by a friend?
everyone has.

Have you ever had sex on the beach?
OF COURSE.


Have you ever dated someone younger than you?
no. no. no. no.

Have you ever read an entire book in one day?
whoever does that is a nerd, so no.


SEVEN WHO’S:

Who was the last person you saw?
lannnners. <3

Who was the last person you texted?
wesleyyyy.

Who was the last person you hungout with?
ALANA.

Who was the last person to call you?
toriiii.

Who did you last hug?
idk, julia.

Who is the last person who texted you?
michael flynn- carr.

Who was the las person you said “i love you” to?
no comment.

SIX WHERE'S:

Where does your best friend live?
st. charles, o'fallon, florrisant.

Where did you last go?
the movies.

Where did you last hang out?
alanassss.

Where do you go to school?

INCARNATE BITCHEZZ.

Where is your favorite place to be?
with my friends.

Where did you sleep last night?
my beddd.


FIVE DO’S/DOES:

Do you like someone right now?
yes.

Do you think anyone likes you?
probally not.

Do you ever wish you were someone else?
yessss.

Do you know the muffin man?
the trey wright song...? hahah.

Does the future scare you?
one of my biggest fears.


FOUR WHY’S:

Why are you best friends with your best friend(s)?
idk how i would live without them.

Why did you get a myspace?
i thought i was cooool.

Why did your parents give you the name you have?
askkk themm.

Why are you doing this survey?
im bored.


THREE IF’S:

If you could have one super power what would it be?
invisiblityyy.

If you could go back in time and change one thing, would you?
i wouldnt have let you walk out of my life so easily.

If u were stranded on a deserted island & could bring one thing what would you bring?
parker.

TWO WOULD-YOU-EVER’S:

Would you ever get back together with any of your ex’s if they asked you?
depends who it is.

Would you ever shave your head to save someone you love?
yes.

ONE LAST QUESTION

Are you happy with your life right now?
not at all.

RANDOM QUESTIONS.

Be honest, do you have a boy?

its complicatedddd.

Why aren't you texting the last person you kissed?

i amm.

How late did you stay up last night and why?

like 2, HANGING OUT WITH MY BEST FRIEND LANERS. <3

Who was the last person you texted?

wesleyy.

What are you gonna do later?

shoppp with my best friends. :)

What's currently bothering you right now?

alotta things, i want things back to the way they used to be.

Has anyone ever hung up on you?

yesss.

Are you dating the last person you kissed?

nopppe.

Has anyone ever asked you if you were bi-polar?

haha, probally.

Are you in love?

no.

Did the last person you kiss have tattoos?

noooo.

Is the person you texted last single?

not no moreee.

Last time you were at the movies?

harrrry pottter, or cars 3?

Are any of your friends virgins?

most of them are.

Ever get hurt by someone who promised they wouldn't?

hasn't everyone?

Where did you get the pants you're wearing?

the akwkard moment when im not wearing any pants.

Did you do anything productive today?

RAN ABOUT 82375 MILES AT SOCCER.

Have you ever had a best friend of the opposite sex?

uh, my best friend is a guuuy, so yes.

When is the next time you will kiss someone?

nooo ideaaa.

Would you fall apart if the last person you kissed walked out of your life?

yes, more than you know.

Are you close to your father?

not at all.

What do you want right now?

things back to the way they used to bee.

Do you like winter time?

summmmmmertime!

What are you currently listening to?

trey wrighhht, swimming poool. <3

Best thing that happened to you this week?

hanging out with my best friends.

Who do you feel the most comfortable around?

wesley. or alana.

Are you currently talking to/texting/instant-messaging anyone?

texting wesley, timmy, alana, and toriiii.

What does your hair look like right now?

ew.

Are things going well in your life right now?

some things are, others, not so much.

 Do you have any sisters?

sisterrr, sister-in-law, and future sister-in-law.